*((Alana))* the strongest and bravest girl i know... nobody could have made it as far as she did in her battle of cancer. she was so beautiful and kind, she will be missed greatly. i miss you and love you alana... i know you are doing much better now in heaven, you are no longer in pain anymore... i will never forget the beach with you and alyssa, that was one of the best times of my life and im so glad i got to do it with you two. i just wish that this would have never happend, but it did so we all have to accept it. you are better off now. you will always be in my heart, rest in peace alana <33 i love you

every step i take, every move i make
every single day, every time i pray
ill be missing you
thinkin of the day, when you went away
what a life to take, what a bond to break
ill be missing you

on a better note -- im getting a new car (hopefully this weekend) and im not only working at long johns but im working for my grandparents again making $10 an hour =) i am taking my STNA class this coming up quarter and then going on for my RN --  kody an i are doing wonderful, i love him sooo much.. he has been there for me a lot here lately and i really appreciate it and am glad that i can count on him for anything, he is everything to me <3

your my best friend -- tim mcgraw =)

I never had no one
I could count on
I’ve been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin’
So tired of searchin’
’til you walked into my life
It was a feelin’
I’d never known
And for the first time
I didn’t feel alone

You’re more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I don’t know where I’d be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You’re my best friend
You’re my best friend, oh yeah

You stand by me
And you believe in me
Like nobody ever has
When my world goes crazy
You’re right there to save me
You make me see how much I have
And I still tremble
When we touch
And oh the look in your eyes
When we make love

You’re more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
And I don’t know where I’d be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You’re my best friend
You’re my best friend

You’re more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
And I don’t know where I’d be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You’re my best friend
You’re my best friend (my best friend)
You’re my best friend (my best friend)

--kody allen-- i love you tons babe :)

i love you so deeply,
i love you so much,
i love the sound of your voice,
and the way that we touch,

i love your warm smile,
and your kind, thoughtful way,
the joy that you bring,
to my life everyday,

i love you today,
as i have from the start,
and ill love you forever,
with all of my heart.

-- kody allen richardson -- i love you sooo much baby :) you are my everything, and i want to spend the rest of my life with you... you mean the world to me babe and that will never ever change. i love you with everything that i got and soooo much more =) you are so wonderful, and the perfect guy for me... i am definetly the luckiest girl in the world to have such an amazing boyfriend <3 i love you sweetheart... forever && ever

i dont know how you do what you do
im so in love with you
it just keeps getting better
i want to spend the rest of my life
with you by my side
forever and ever
every little thing that you do
baby, im amazed by you

<333

last night was amazing with kody allen ;)

tomorrow is our year && a half <33

then saturday is sweetest dayyyyyyyyy